a heavy moon rises
full in yellow glory
it’s a moon to be shared,
I think, awed at its presence
and wonder if the clouds
obscure your view
if so, I wonder if you feel
the tug that rules the tides

There seems to be a feeling by some, that “love” lessens Dominance. That tenderness equates somehow with a lessened sense of “Mastery”. Rubbish. Dominance and submission are emotional states, constantly in flux within a relationship. They may be aided by physical play such as S/M or B&D. But I need never lift a hand to be Dominant. I am Dominant and always will be, whether I take flogger to you or not. And you need never take a spanking or be tied to be submissive. Taking a caning or being used by Me for My pleasure is not what makes you a submissive.

its 4 a.m.
a knock on the door
three loud knocks
wake me from sleep on the couch

I hazily look around,
trying to figure out
what is going on
lights flash through the window,

Damn that day
That night
That time
That I forgot

You left
Due to my lapse of memory
To get what I forgot
Never to return

Slowly I sink into the swallowing sands.
I look up and there you stand with your hand stretched out.
I reach for you hoping to get out but I have sank to deep
Your hand is just out of reach and I’m sinking
Deeper, Deeper….Deeper….
Deeper….Ah, that laughing
I look at you, but you only frown
what is that laughing I hear
Make it stop, Oh my god!

You spread your wings and fly each day,
Into my heart and on my mind you stay.

Every passing moment brings you to my thoughts.
Many miles and feelings have I fought.

My daughter yet unborn
remember me,
not for how I died
but for how I lived
do not search for “whys”
why is beyond our vision

I loved you more then anyone could.
My thoughts were of you only.
Everything was going like it should
But then you told me that it could only
Be a friendship because of what we both had.