She left my life so quickly,
Leaving a hole in my heart.
I thought I would die.
I thought I would never love again.

its 4 a.m.
a knock on the door
three loud knocks
wake me from sleep on the couch

I hazily look around,
trying to figure out
what is going on
lights flash through the window,

Maybe one day you’ll
Finally see
That this is where you
Ought to be

Maybe then,
love,
You’ll stop running
From yourself

Damn that day
That night
That time
That I forgot

You left
Due to my lapse of memory
To get what I forgot
Never to return

Slowly I sink into the swallowing sands.
I look up and there you stand with your hand stretched out.
I reach for you hoping to get out but I have sank to deep
Your hand is just out of reach and I’m sinking
Deeper, Deeper….Deeper….
Deeper….Ah, that laughing
I look at you, but you only frown
what is that laughing I hear
Make it stop, Oh my god!

My daughter yet unborn
remember me,
not for how I died
but for how I lived
do not search for “whys”
why is beyond our vision