About Me

Hi, I’m Syn, and I am many things all wrapped into a big ball of enigmatic flesh. I am a writer, a poet, a artist, a musician, a dominant male, a geek, but most of all I am simply myself.

I designed this website as a way  for me to put the things I create online for friends to see. But if I don’t know you and some kind of freak random googleing managed to get you to this site then I figured you might want to know a bit more about me.

The basics.

I’m a mid twenty year old man that is simply figuring his way through this thing we call life. I was  born and raised in Jacksonville Florida, a place I highly suggest everyone avoid like the plague. Both of my parents were abusive in one way or another, my father was physically abusive and my mother was and still to this day is very emotionally abusive. When I turned eight I built my first computer and have had 1′s and 0′s pumping through my veins every since. I taught myself a large variety of computer tasks including various programming languages, protocols, and hacking techniques.

When I turned 14 I met a girl in high school that I fell head over heels for and we began to date. At 16 I graduated high school, emancipated myself from my parents, and moved in with my high school sweet heart. Life was good, I was working full time, started college, and living with the girl of my dreams until one October day when she was shot and killed while going to the corner store by someone that was in the process of robbing the place.

After her death I went into a downward spiral and began to use drugs to cope. This stage of my life is what I call my “horridly fucked up” stage. I lost everything to drugs, was homeless, living underneath the Dames Point Bridge in Jacksonville for a while. Then one day I hit rock bottom completely and realized I needed to figure out a way to fix myself. I contacted a friend in Canada and moved to Montreal Quebec where I put my life back together and attempted to go back to school (which didn’t work, come to find out it is very hard to learn something in a language you don’t speak fluently).

I lived in Montreal for about six months before moving to Michigan and living there for a year. While in Michigan my life was not something interest in general and eventually I moved back to Florida to take care of my mother who had a stroke. I have been taking care of her now for the past three years which has been a huge emotional strain to say the least.

That is the basics of who I am. For more detailed information read on.

The artist.

I have been an artist in one form or another for as long as I can remember. When I was very young I used to build sculptures out of random Lego pieces. At some point I began to draw and developed an excellent ability to draw anything I could look at. Worked very well for copying pictures and such. When I turned fifteen or so I begin to meddle in digital art and have not looked back ever since. I currently focus my artwork on fractal art, which is a type of art created through the use of complex mathematics combined with computer algorithms to shape lines and color into works of art. Most of the art work on this site is fractal art.

I am also a musician. I’ve been playing piano since I was five years old, and it is to this day my favorite instrument to play. I also play guitar, bass guitar, violin, viola, alto and tenor saxophone, flute, clarinet, bass clarinet, oboe, tuba, and trumpet. Most of which I can only play the basics on. I have been in a couple alternative rock bands. The music from which you can find on this website.

I am also a writer. Mainly poetry, and mostly of a BDSM or erotic nature. I’ve also written a few short stories and one novel. Sadly none of which have ever been published aside from the text of a few websites including this one.

The geek.

I am a huge technology geek as well. Since a very young age I have been fascinated by everything that has to do with computers. Because of that fascination I am now in the beginning stages of a successful Information Technology based career. I also do freelance web design and programming work.

The Dom.

Around 13 or 14 I began to learn of something called BDSM. Almost instantly I was  hooked into this unknown world. Through the years since I have experienced a lot in the BDSM world. At one point I believed I was a submissive, even to the point that I knelt to someone’s feet and took a collar. It became apparent to me and the person I served that I was not submissive however. Simply at the time in my life I could not make decisions for myself that  were very safe. This was around the time my high school sweet heart passed away and was not in a good mind set.

The person I submitted to then began to train me to be a Dom. Since that day I have never looked back. That training helped me get my life back under control. I have experimented in many aspects of this lifestyle and while I enjoy the S/m part of the lifestyle, in fact I am a pretty big sadist, I have learned that I am more turned on and motivated by the power exchange then anything. I am a Dom, it is engrained deep in my soul, and nothing pleases me more then seeing someone I am in control of look up into my eyes from their knees with nothing but desire for me. To each their own, everyone has their kinks, but the exchange in power is what I crave, what I need.

Contact me.

If you would like to contact me for whatever reason, to comment on something or to request my assistance on a project you are working on, then feel free to use the Contact Me page on this website. I am a very busy man but I will respond to every email I receive just as soon as I get the chance.